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So, I'm tired. I'm not happy with any aspect of my life and I just don't have the energy to care enough to fix it. At work I'm getting a new manager. I was told I was not experienced enough for the opportunity, which is fine. But opportunities don't open up in our area ever. Events is kind of a dead end and I don't know how to fix what I'm doing to make me someone they look to for other things. I'm just at a loss and I'm tired of complaining about it.

Keri and her new husband have usurped Halloween from me. And, in turn has taken my excitement about my birthday. I usually tie together the two since the timing is weird otherwise. And, Quinn is pissed about it so I can't even have any emotions about it without him blowing up at me for not blowing up at Keri. He doesn't get it - she doesn't care. So, that begs the question - why is she my "best" friend if she doesn't give a shit about me in any capacity other than to be there for her? I'm too tired to really care, to be honest.

School sucks. I am barren still. I got into a car accident. I have no time on my own. I never speak to family. Quinn is angry all the time. And I feel like shit in general. I'm done.